漂亮男孩 Beautiful Boy

虽然自动降低期待值，看完还是觉得特别生气，气这题材+卡司就这么被浪费了。要是特别烂还能狠批一顿，最怕拍成现在这样的平庸之作。人物从头到尾miserable，前后视角结构动机展现全有问题，连配乐都是干扰般的存在...最后就当的彩蛋吧

其实观感没那么糟糕，但说实话这样的剪辑不是讨喜的。整部片子下来并不讨人厌，但就是找不到让人喜欢的点。为三位父母操碎了心，奇怪迷之泪点又准时赶来报道了。至于某花瓶，姑且叫他花瓶吧…无功无过。但转言之让其他同期男星演这样个角色可能更糟？♂️

“Algebra angered me, opera sickened me, Charlie Chaplin was a fake and flowers were for pansies.（三色堇、同性恋）” “If you could take all the words in the language, it still wouldn't describe how much I love you.” lyric: I've been a miner for a heart of gold.

「The more I use, the more I do things I am ashamed of, and the more I use so I never have to face that.」「Do you know how much I love you? If you could take all the words in the language, it still wouldn't describe how much I love you. And if you could gather all those words together, it still wouldn't describe what I feel for you. What I feel for you is everything. I love you more than everything.」

为什么分这么低。我从头看到尾很感动，没有觉得沉闷或出戏，可能因为我能同时共情父亲和儿子，因为我也有个小男孩。影片缓慢忧伤的配乐很好的烘托出了吸毒者家人哀伤沉痛的心情。很少能在电影里看到把父子感情纽带表现的那么深情。我曾经可爱的漂亮男孩为什么会变成这样？看着他渐行渐远我却帮不了他，恨自己的无能无力也恨他的不争气。而Timmy的表演更是精彩。作为一个吸毒者，他没有大嗨大笑也没有大哭大叫，即使他的外形不太贴(吸毒者应该更消瘦更虚弱更神经质)，但他细腻深沉的表演让我切身感受到吸毒者那种厌世，孤独，无力，想要挣脱但已太深太难的绝望，恐惧和悲伤。